Author’s lyrics from the final package. Audio comparison follows upload.
Verse 1
I carried every room inside me,
Every window, every light.
Home was how I kept on breathing
When the dark came down at night.
I could hear the children laughing
Through the static and the rain.
Every step I took toward morning
Was a step back home again.
Pre-Chorus 1
Every night I stayed alive,
I was making my way back to you.
Never thought the road would end
At a house I no longer knew.
Chorus 1
I came home from one war,
Found another where our life had been.
The doorway stood there empty,
No familiar voice to call me in.
I survived the fire out there,
Don’t know what I survived it for.
I came home from one war,
And walked straight into one more.
Verse 2
You did what you had to do.
I did what I was told.
You learned how to live without me.
I learned how not to fold.
By the time I stood before you,
We were strangers with old names.
You had built a life from ashes.
I came back still full of flames.
Pre-Chorus 2
You made a home without me.
I made it home without one.
You survived by moving forward.
I survived by holding on.
Chorus 2
I came home from one war.
This one wore no uniform.
No front line, no warning,
Just the silence at the door.
I survived the steel and fire.
It was peace that hurt me more.
I came home from one war,
And walked straight into one more.
Bridge
I knew how to hold the line.
I knew how to take the pain.
No one taught me how to come home
When home no longer knew my name.
I could see the danger clearly.
I could feel it drawing near.
But you can’t take aim at silence,
And you can’t fight what isn’t there.
Final Chorus
I came home from one war,
But the man who left was gone.
Some battles let you walk away.
Some wounds keep marching on.
I survived what tried to kill me,
Couldn’t save what kept me strong.
I came home from one war,
But I never made it home.
Outro
I made it back alive...
That wasn’t the same
as making it home.